Thursday, November 16, 2006

Drawing from a hat

I have so many things to blog about but I don't have much free time of late so I guess this will do for now.

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Two days ago, rashes started appearing on my face. Well, a week ago some red spots appeared on my neck. Since it wasn't itchy and I didn't have red spots in other parts of my body, I didn't concern myself much with it. Until two days ago when my face had red rashes all over it. They were not itchy too so maybe I just ate something that I may be allergic to, I took some anti-histamine which made me drowsy but the rashes are still there. Today, I had Dr. C look at it and he told me to have my CBC checked because it might be something viral, whatever that means. He advised me not to take a hot shower because it will trigger the rashes to flare up. Yeah, tell me that when its starting to feel like winter. So I have to contend myself with a warm shower. Hay! These rashes had to show up now when I have an event to go to over the weekend.

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Saturday is the Induction of new officers of the An.Taclobanon. After Saturday, I am now the secretary of the association thus assuming a ton of responsibilities but its okay. I feel I am in good company and a friend said that I could not fail this. I am just going to give it my best shot. Last weekend, I helped collate the souvenir program and was quite surprised to see my name mentioned prominently in the incoming Chairman of the Board's message. It seems I have become the unofficial "poster child" of future youth involvement in the association. That's a lot of responsibilities. I also saw something I have never been referred to as until now.. and that is to be introduced with my full name. When I mean full name its my first, middle and last name all spelled out in one breath. Had I been married and took my married name that's four names right there.

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Dr. C said a possible reason also of my rashes is stress and he is probably right. Work and family stress are just coming in droves and I don't know what needs to be done in order to address all of them before I start losing my mind. I need a vacation badly but my resources are low and I have nowhere to go. Gee, I can still rhyme even in this state. But I know I have to go somewhere and with no family members in tow. My most recent trips have been with family members and not that I don't want to be with them but from time to time, we all need a rest from family. I just want to rest and take a breather...if possible on my own or anyone as long as not a family member.

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It looks like I wont be going to the gym until Saturday. I didn't think I would be this motivated to go to the gym daily but I have been. I used to look at my friends who go daily as if they grew another head but here I am going as often as 5 times a week. Big motivators have been going there with cousins and the comments of people that I have lost weight. Gone are the teasing from family members about it and in place are praises. Not that the teasings really bothered me but I am also doing this for myself and to be validated for that, feels good. But this week, I didn't go partly because I am not feeling all too well and I have been staying at work longer than usual. But I am not going to miss yoga class on Saturday though. I don't have to be at the hotel for the induction until 4 PM so that gives me a lot of time to go to the gym and get ready.

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I am such a nice sister for forgetting to greet my brother on his birthday. Good thing my sister reminded me just in time. So I was able to greet him before the day changed in the Philippines. I know my brother understands though. Happy Birthday Niccolo!!!



Friday, November 03, 2006

Not a preview

I am hoping beyond hope that the events from this morning were not a preview of what my weekend would be.

First was the dream I had. It wasn't bad but it wasn't all good either, it was just weird. I would usually try to analyze my dreams whatever I could remember but this time I didn't even dare try because it just left be puzzled and confused why of all things would I have the kind of dream I just had. I don't even want to try to remember whatever it is because its just weirding me out.

Then on my way to work, the bus I was riding in hit the car before us. We were not only stuck there for some minutes, we were in the middle lane too and we had to fill this paper out much like an incident report. I didn't have much to say anyway since all I heard was the sound of the impact, felt a bit of the impact and nothing else. No one was hurt either. This accident made me late for work though.

Then I thought it can be redeemed when I saw that my siblings were online but my sister blasted me for stating an observation. She said that I am always criticizing when I was merely saying a comment. Apparently I not only cannot have an opinion (based on past incidents), I cannot have an observation as well. It pissed me off and didn't feel like chatting with her anymore. That pretty much ruined my morning. Geez!

I really do hope that was the last of it because I am really looking forward to the show/concert I am watching tonight, the yoga class tomorrow morning and I am doing the make-up of my two cousins for their dance on Sunday. I really need a quiet weekend for a change.